forgiveness

"forgive and forget, that's what they say.
Is good advice, but not very practical.
When someone hurts us, we hurt them.
When someone mistakes, we want to be right.
Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wounds never healed.
And the most we can hope is that one day we will be lucky enough to forget"

UN-APCICIT e-mail

THIS MORNING I GOT THIS E-MAIL
very bad day today

ohhhh shitttttttttttt...


Dear Ni,

Thank you very much for your keen interest to contribute to the work of UN-APCICT.

Unfortunately, the competition for internship was very high, thus making the selection extremely tough for us.

Everyone we met was equally driven and passionate and if the slots were not limited to seven, we would have accepted everyone as our interns.

Although we will not get a chance to work together this time around, we are positive that our paths will cross again.

We also know that very bright future awaits you. So please stay driven and passionate and more importantly, stay in touch.

We wish you the very best luck in your future endeavors.

Best Regards
Steve Jeong

UN APCICT
(Asian and Pacific Training Center for Information and Communication Technology for Development)
Tel. (82-32) 245 - 1700 ~ 1702
Fax. (82-32) 245 - 7712
clickjeong@unapcict.org
cliclick@naver.com

bad day

i started my life today with joining the English class
but all of the students are mostly Korean
i dunno why i just want to come since i woke up very early

i went there with Nasikun
and we learned about how to use in, at, on.....
after the class we went to canteen to have breakfast

then i read again data structure because i have exam today
but suddenly i look my roommate's homework
and at that time, i had an idea to edit my design homework
and i just do it in less than one hour
but the output is not too ugly as i thought

then i ran to the class and skipped my lunch
i knew i was late

in the class we watched everyone work
wow,,their work is so nice
i love those things
and i felt so regret because i couldn't use my time wisely to do my homework

hmmmm....
feeling so blue

after the class i went back to my room
i prayed and went to the class again
we started our mid on time

but when i saw the question
i felt something in my head
my heart said that "it's very difficult,,i can't do it"
since then i just think how i can answer all the questions

i tried my best
but i guaranteed that i just get less than half of the score
i feelllllllll really reallly dissapointed of myself
STUPID!!!!!!

i will become an engineer
why i can't solve these program???
shit....
dunno lah
but i still have 4 more chances to increase my grade
hopefully i can do it

토요일밤에

널 잃은 아픔에 찢어진 가슴에
A heart shattered from pain of losing you
텅빈 내 마음에 난 이제 어떻게 살아
With my void heart, how can I live on
널 잃은 아픔에 찢어진 가슴에
널 잃은 아픔에 찢어진 가슴에
A heart shattered from pain of losing you
텅빈 내 마음에 한없이 슬퍼지는 오늘
With my void heart, this is one sad day

토요일 밤에 바로 그 날에
On the day of Saturday night
토요일 밤에 떠나간 그대
You left me on a Saturday night

이 슬픈 노래가 날 울려
The sad song makes me cry again
널 생각하면서 난 불러
I sing it thinking of you
웃다가 울다가 또 지쳐
Laughing, crying, it wears me out
술에 취해 비틀거리는 이 밤
This night I stagger in drunkness

떠나가는 그대를 기억이 나
I remember you leaving me
이 무너지는 내 맘을 너는 혹시 알까
Do you know of my breaking heart
멀어지는 그대를 지우고파
I want to erase you walking away
나는 애를 쓰고 애를 써도 그게 잘 안되
I try so hard but its not so easy


널 잃은 아픔에 찢어진 가슴에
A heart shattered from pain of losing you
텅빈 내 마음에 난 이제 어떻게 살아
With my void heart, how can I live on
널 잃은 아픔에 찢어진 가슴에
널 잃은 아픔에 찢어진 가슴에
A heart shattered from pain of losing you
텅빈 내 마음에 한없이 슬퍼지는 오늘
With my void heart, this is one sad day

토요일 밤에 바로 그 날에
On the day of Saturday night
토요일 밤에 떠나간 그대
You left me on a Saturday night

사랑한다는 말은 필요없잖아
No need to say I love you
너의 곁에 내가 살아 숨쉬는데
I'm alive like this right beside you
매정하게 나를 떠나간 너를
You left me so harshily
그리움에 지쳐가 다시 목이 매여 와
Yearning wears me out, makes me throat starts to choke

떠나가는 그대를 기억이 나
I remember you leaving me
이 무너지는 내 맘을 너는 혹시 알까
Do you know of my breaking heart
멀어지는 그대를 지우고파
I want to erase you walking away
나는 애를 쓰고 애를 써도 그게 잘 안되
I try so hard but its not so easy

pusing pusing pusing

haloooooooooooo
gw pusing bgt
nga sama ujian
tugas
presentasiii dll

ada lg coba
yg bkin gw pusinggg bner
hmmmmm
tp y uda lah gpp

hmmmm
nasibb mid gw gmna yah??
data structure??
out of control bgt nihhh
suse bner
ga tau apa yg mau gw jawabbb

mid open book??
brrt kn jawabannya g ada di buku tuh
hmmmmmmm
suse deh nih
ahhhh
ga tau
gw pusing

Tuesday come faster faster......
i want to relax my mind
dunno why
it's difficult time for me :(