Software Engineering

hmmm
i just thinking
and keep thinking all day

what is Software Engineering??
what should i do in the future?

i'm not good in programming
i'm not good in all programming language
how i can be the success programmer?

what are my expectation in the future?
hmmmm
what is the interest field about SW engineering??
i dunno

but i really want to know
all i can do now is just study study study and study more
i really want to know

hope that someday i will get the answer